don't you just hate the routine of your life? have u ever feel like you wanna escape from that routine at least just for a day? see? it is so damn boring. everyday you gotta see and do the same things. keep doing and doing till you dont know what happened to the world around you. you dont wanna do it, but u have to. it's a duty u can never escape unless u dont wanna take that responsibility anymore. but can you do that? the expectation is on you. the weight is on your shoulder. so, like it or not, you just have to do it even though you hated it for your life. is suicide the best way. self righteous suicide? hell no!! wake up!